Let’s just say that my mind and soul are dead and my body doesn’t know it yet!


what I miss

You know what I miss the most from being in a relationship? Giving a massage.

I really like the feeling of discovering someone with my hands and relaxing their muscles. When I finish and they are not even capable of moving anymore, I know I did a great job.


Time is a flat circle

I couldn’t express better my life right now.


I don’t really know how to explain it to you. My life is dying, my mind is off, my passion is gone. I am but an empty shell without any purpose and will of my own. Every bit of pain from my past is gone and with it everything that made me who I was. I feel like a shadow. I am here with all of you, but I cannot really interact or feel anything. Someday I will just disappear and neither you or I will remark it.


It’s not going better anytime soon…

Seriously, I just feel so off. Everything is so distant and so numb. I can’t really think anything through and I just don’t care to make the effort anyway.

Yesterday, I got a car accident because of the snow and I really just ‘Meh’ it like it was nothing. Not because I was not afraid, I was shaking after it, but just like I didn’t really care. It feel just like a dream anyway and would wake up. I just lack this grip on reality and that feeling that I’m still alive…


Pretty much how I feel in this holiday season!


Just begin Batman Arkham Origins tonight and it was a hard return for the Batman. I must have died like twenty times in my first two hours. I have lost a lot of my skills since Arkham City. I’m waiting for the game to impress me. I will make a quick review of the game soon, but for now I can say that the hard mode is quite hard indeed!

Just begin Batman Arkham Origins tonight and it was a hard return for the Batman. I must have died like twenty times in my first two hours. I have lost a lot of my skills since Arkham City. I’m waiting for the game to impress me. I will make a quick review of the game soon, but for now I can say that the hard mode is quite hard indeed!


Batman drop me a lot of his pictures this year. I’m worry for him though with the last one.


It’s not that easy…

It’s not that easy to forget this loneliness.
It’s not that easy to forget ours mistakes.
It’s not that easy to let go of the past.
It’s not that easy to think that we can succeed.
It’s not that easy to go out of this black hole.


Playing Zelda : A link between worlds and seriously this game is freaking a piece of childhood bring to the present. If you have play A link to the past you cannot ignore this game. I will not try to convince you further since I have a world to save!

Playing Zelda : A link between worlds and seriously this game is freaking a piece of childhood bring to the present. If you have play A link to the past you cannot ignore this game. I will not try to convince you further since I have a world to save!


Gamer entry 2013-11-17

Just finish Hollow Bastion in Kingdom Hearts remix 1.5 and it begins to be quite a pain in the ass. Proud mode with strong magic and weak defense build is quite a challenge. Well, I’ve passed Dark Souls just before so I guess it will be alright.


It’s all about the void in us and how we try to fill it.


Maybe I’m just crazy and I don’t know it yet. I will just snap someday and stop playing being alright with all this. Maybe the fact that I am trying to convince my self that everything is fine is the reason that I am crazy.


Well to be serious at this point it can hardly be worse. So that is a good thing no?


Voilà environ 1 mois que je joue à Ni No Kuni et je dirais que je suis agréablement surpris par ce jeu. J’avais entendu qu’il était bon et je vous confirme qu’il est excellent. Pour tous ceux qui s’ennuient de classique des vieux JRPG (style final fantasy, dragon quest, breath of fire, pokemon, etc.) Ce jeu sera vous faire plaisir et vous ramenez de bons souvenirs. Mélanger avec le style visuel (et parfois des courtes séquences d’animation) du studio Ghibli, vous serez rapidement charmé par les multiples endroits du monde à explorer! Je suis présentement à 35h de jeu et j’arrive tranquillement à la fin. Vous en aurez donc pour votre argent en terme de qualité et de quantité! À noter que le seul point négatif est la forme répétitif des quêtes secondaires, mais puisqu’elle donne de vrai avantage (tel la capacité à se déplacer plus rapidement sur la carte du monde ou gagner plus d’objet/d’expérience dans le combats) on ne sens pas qu’on fait le tout pour rien!

Je vous conseil vivement d’y joueur si vous êtes un fan du style :)

Voilà environ 1 mois que je joue à Ni No Kuni et je dirais que je suis agréablement surpris par ce jeu. J’avais entendu qu’il était bon et je vous confirme qu’il est excellent. Pour tous ceux qui s’ennuient de classique des vieux JRPG (style final fantasy, dragon quest, breath of fire, pokemon, etc.) Ce jeu sera vous faire plaisir et vous ramenez de bons souvenirs. Mélanger avec le style visuel (et parfois des courtes séquences d’animation) du studio Ghibli, vous serez rapidement charmé par les multiples endroits du monde à explorer! Je suis présentement à 35h de jeu et j’arrive tranquillement à la fin. Vous en aurez donc pour votre argent en terme de qualité et de quantité! À noter que le seul point négatif est la forme répétitif des quêtes secondaires, mais puisqu’elle donne de vrai avantage (tel la capacité à se déplacer plus rapidement sur la carte du monde ou gagner plus d’objet/d’expérience dans le combats) on ne sens pas qu’on fait le tout pour rien!

Je vous conseil vivement d’y joueur si vous êtes un fan du style :)